I return to my senses

"I return to my senses.
The door is open, DJ was okay.
I got attracted by this world
full of doors.
I got wasted away.
I return to my senses.
T.N.T. for the brain."

Electroparty, November 2011
"Movement in Stillness"

Praise for our laughter yoga group

I got a little something to tell.
Maybe it’s a little story or a poem or whatever the hell.
Just bare with me, it’ll all be alright.
After the story you can laugh or fight or whatever it is you do in your normal life.

So a woke up this morning feeling really tired.
And I thought to myself I should have gone to bed earlier to be on time for my laughter yoga class.
But during the whole night I got bothered by some nasty flies.
So I got up with a stuffed nose and itchy arms.
Man, those bed bugs really had a feast on my body parts.
But I thought, hey, if life is so hard
So is my stomach – which by the way – didn’t work so sharp.
Usually it works like a clock,
But I got no time now.
Though, laughter knows no time, so I just laughed about it.
And I laughed so hard I got diarrhea!
That´s right.
Common now, there´s much more serious things to worry about.
Let’s take a moment to think about it,
Unless I don’t have to go for another shit.

Life can really put you down sometimes,
But just put up your own talent show of smiles.
When you’re stuck in traffic in a bus full of peeps,
And they’re all smelling, coz they fart like Greeks.
So, fart with them.
Who gives a shit,
Just laugh about it!
Make ‘em laugh, too and it’ll smell even more,
That’s for sure.
You know, because if you laugh, your belly will shake and the whole digestion system works so great!
And that’s the foundation of a healthy life!

Think about this:
The man of your dreams got hit by a truck,
Now, that’s when you’re really out of luck.
But don’t worry,
Just laugh, and there’s no hurry.
Because he’s death now. You don’t need to hurry or wait
For the perfect moment to ask him out for a date.
Just go to his funeral and try not to break down.
Or break into laughter - use that inner laughter of yours, the silent one.
We don’t wanna have too much fun.
It’s a funeral after all.

Now, if you’re lost in a desert without water
And there’s nobody insight you could bother.
Never mind,
Give yourself a high five,
Coz’ you had an awesome life!
It’s not the hours or years that counts,
It’s the quality of your breath that’s worth.

What to do when life really kicks you hard,
You got a brain tumor and, hey, they said it’s really large.
Look at it this way:
Maybe it’s time to silent your mind.
Silent mind or busy mind, never mind.
Just use that great laughter of yours,
Use your imagination, use your creativity!
It’ll cure cancers, even the doctors agree on this.
You are so GREAT!

Okay, let’s put it this way,
Actually, there are no words I need to say.
If I just smile to myself
I know I wont be in hell.
I’m with you guys
And that’s like winning a jack pot; I’m already in heaven!

So this is the lesson of this crazy story:
There’s no death serious things that’ll get you rich and glory.
We’re got everything we need right here.
We’ve got a little Buddha in our belly.
And it keep on growing if we just laugh!
And the best part is that it'll never get fat!
You know, because laughter is so great exercise for both body and mind.
It’ll boost your stamina,
It’ll boost your whole life!

Thank you guys for making the time of my life in Manali listening to your laugh!

My way

We try to belong all our lives to somewhere.
But we belong to ourselves,
We belong to life, now.
We try to be something, absorb the way of life.
But there is no other way except now.
We try to listen to our inner child.
It might have been lost for long in our thoughts,
But with us all along.
We only can discover our own way.
Our own way to walk,
Our own way to talk,
To dance, to love
And to laugh.

Simply: Life

So many thoughts came to my mind
So many feelings reflected after a rainy day and a restless night
But I opened my feelings to the world
To witness a story of life that was there to be told
I looked beside the road I had taken
And the moment showed the beauty that was never lost or broken
In this tree there is a life
In this web of a creature so bright
There is nothing more we need to be
To tell the story of a life that we see
There is nothing there that we want from life
But the life itself that needs us to create light

For my lovely Ameeba couple

I had guests for few weeks now
Lately, though, they have really put up a show.
At first they were a lovely couple
Called Mr. and Ms. Ameeba and they didn’t cause any trouble.
They came to celebrate the rain season
Knowing that I’d entertain them without a reason.
I fed them well and they put on a lot of weight
And before I noticed they locked themselves inside my belly gate.
I started to lose my kilograms
As they kept enjoying the cookies I had ate with some jam.
I started to think:
Those beasts
They really have a feast on my body parts.
I gave them a simply diet
Explaining they’d better lose weight and be silent.
But they kept on complaining,
Fighting with each other in the home I gave them.
And before I had time to take action
Ms. Ameeba had moved into the right side of the belly apartment section.
She kept on the fights at night
Yelling Mr. Ameeba across the hallway of colon all the way to the other side.
They kept on shouting, fighting and mourning,
So that I was awake until the early morning.
So, finally I took action and told them straight
Listen: this is the end of your holiday debate.
It is okay to have you as guests,
But enough is enough,
now, move out from my belly and give me a rest.

Made in Dreams

A new day behind the clouds
A new breath
Where Dreams turn to waking up

A bath with candles and a morning tea made with love
In the breakfast table full of life
Piano followed by a voice from Yann Tiersen made in France
A taste of cranberry rye bread made in Finland, a heaven on earth for a hungry soul
and white cheese made in Russia on top of it all

From the window
The snow falls down over the wide city of Saint Petersburg
The landscape is hidden in the mist made by….

There is a smile in this moment
In the thoughts of a midnight tango
made in Argentina
There is a smile in this moment
Made in a human mind
It is in the thoughts of realizing the beauty
I am
In the mind where the countries are melted in one

Is it a crime to take this moment?
To go sightseeing from the window and not to move
And to move when the time is rape
Not think of what I came here for
Not knowing why I am
and why I write
if I write with love an enjoy

Is it a crime to taste the world until it’s too much?
Is it a crime to sense the world with all of my feeling?
As long as the feelings are there.

I’ll thank all that is around me
I thank you, my friend, whose cheese is now less in the fridge and more in me
I pay you with my smile and heart
Made in dreams

Come with me

So much sadness
So many desires
To do for our own concern
To go around in our own mind
Too much cancer for mankind
Comes from want that is for our own good

What we need is behind the thoughtful eyes
It is in the eyes of another life
Inside of an instrument
Carried out by a loving soul

Come away and seize the feeling
Take the hand of another life
You will heal the cancer of mankind
By helping others
Your needs will be less to worry
Your needs will be answered
Through the instrument of your soul

Namaste

I am

I am as you see me
I am as you feel me.
Forgive me if sometimes I am lost
behind the thoughtful eyes.
The Name is my responsibility
The Body is my Gift.
And those I use to Love.
But the hours that was and will be
I give no definitions to them.

Rakkauden siteet

Miksi kuiskit läsnä ollessani?
Ei ole salaisuuksia, vain turhia sanoja,
Ylimääräisiä ajatuksia.
Ymmärrän.
Olen toivottu vieras.
En ole tarvittu olija.
Siispä katoan hiljaa maailmaan,
Katkaisen siteen, jonka luulin pitävän teidät koossa.
En ollut koskaan velvollinen.
Vain rakkaus jää.

Universe is crying

Why the tears rise to my eyes?
The Universe is crying.
It cries for the beauty of two souls dancing.
It cries for the feeling of two souls loving.
Why do I bleed tears in sorrow?
The Universe is restless in sadness of the souls.
It cries for the lost bodies in the war.
It cries for the hungry man in need.
Why do we see so much passion; so much love and so much fear?
Today, Love is the word I share my tears.

Finnish mentality in a nutshell: @ the airport

Helsinki-Vantaa airport.
Evening turns to night. Lights go out from a tax fee shop.
The floor is silent from the restless feet.
Only the calm echo of a deep language reaches the walls.
I can hear peace on the sound of a deep voice. I can feel the sadness.
They carry the beauty of the world relax. They are dressed in Finnish fashion that speaks of no money, but out of love. Where did the name Marimekko come from?
A café down the hall smiles at the empty hall. It is a gesture of a polite friendship.
Shelves covered with the beauty of food. No one can say rye bread and Fazer packed is profit.
Windows reflect the quiet waiting to the world outside.
The cold February has been painted over by fast tires landing and taking off to the world.
Where is the restlessness of the world around? Where is the joy of the passion from the South?
It is buried in the tire marks on the snow. It is in peace on the green leaves of a midnight sun.
There lies the Finnish mentality.

Suomi

Aurinko luo katseensa ikkunaan paljastaen elämälleen antautuneen ihmisen laiskuuden
Se kiirii heijastuksena pitkin seinää kohti tarkkailijan oikeaa poskea
Elämä on hiljaa
Hiljaa aurinko nousee ja kiirii kohti oikeaa poskea
Avaruus sataa maahan lumipölynä
Ulkona havupuut tanssivat valssia morsiuspuvuissa
He ovat naimisissa avaruuden kanssa
Tarkkailija lopettaa havainnointinsa
On aika kiittää Aurinkoa
Aika kunnioittaa kehoa, jonka se loi

I am here for you

I am here for you
If this moment would not last
I’d spend all my time with you
As you are my love
My love has no bounds
I’d set you free
I am no chain in your feet
No weight on your heart
If this would be the last poem I’d write
I’d write about love
To you, my love
I am no worry upon your shoulders
No grief on your eyes
I am your reflection